grabeh. im feeling so emotional today. and everyone i know probably knows why. TODAY is our trumpets showcase *sigh*. Dont get me wrong.. i DO want to perform and stuff but at the same time, this is the very day that i dread. I hate goodbyes. Especially those goodbyes from and for the people that mean the world to me. I love them so much. Each and everyone of them.

Yesterday was a blast nga pala. thanks everyone. Lets do it some other time.

Last night, i slept well knowing that i spent most of the day having fun with my friends but tossed and turned at the thought that tomorrow maybe the last day that i ever get to do that again. I've got a lot to thank for:

1. God. I thank God for allowing me to meet such GREAT people and actually spend time with them. I thank Him for making them come into my life as i have done to theirs. I thank him for each and every moment - Paluan, Asaran, Gossip, Arguments, Mcdo and KFC times, Hugs, sometimes *winkwinkeryelandcelina*, swimming times, frisbees-that-fly-to-the-roof times, pillow fights, soccer times, stalking times, RIOT times, and most of all the DANCING times.

2. My Parents. I thank my parents for enrolling me sa trumpets. If it werent for them, i wouldnt have met everyone. Trumpets definitely made my summer.

3. Staff People. The teachers mean so much to us. They dont only teach well but they're superfun too. They play along with our jokes and are approachable when help is needed. They throw the best laughtrips and whatevers. They ROCK.

4. RIOT. RIOT brought us all together.

5. My Friends. [celina julian kaita eryel mikan paula bea rayzel tiptip fen joanne clari teekuy fritz paco gabe ralph luigi bea ally tanya leana christel angel sam richard jiggy patrick teacher jason apol and reden and mr julius and people who i forgot to mention] THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. LOVE YOU GUYS!

*stda rules*

D-ecision

A-ction

N-o Compromise

C-ommitment

E-excellence

alots been happening for the past few weeks. and i mean. A LOT. only a few know bout that lot.

anyway.. a million thoughts are going throught my head right now.

1. SHOULD I OR SHOLD I NOT GO TO BORA? [why? im soo gonna miss trumpets. trumpets is the IT. trumpets is one of the things that makes me happy. i love THEM. and THEY make up trumpets. so if i cant go to trumpets, im gonna miss THEM. and missing THEM means missing alot. :(]

2. if i die tomorrow... on the plane. *gulp* *please pray for me* who am i gonna miss?? [mom. dad. colleen. celina. relatives. my bezzie >:D<. my bestfriend. my besti. my bestiiiii. my bespren. ;) hahaha!! beavis and butthead. seth. nathan. alfonso. [secret] iisaisahin ko trumpets friends ko [celina. julian. eryel. kaita. mikan. ate rayzel. bea. ate paula. paco. cathy. tiptip. nicole. clari. leana. tanya. frances. sir apol. sir jason. sir reden. sir reden's son. ally. bea. luigi. richard. ralph. gabe. the guard. etc.] ekek. assteeg. ham. my chemical romance. helena. ym. greenday. lotsa people. money. santa. mocha. muffin. yayas. stuff.]

3. how kawawa my future GUY will be. :D hahaha!!! [dear future guy, ur so kawawa. i pity you. please be informed that i am one of the most high maintenance girls on the planet. :D i also cannot cook for you. i do not know how to fry an egg. i make UTOS. i cannot cut up chicken... or a waffle. or whatever. SORRY. :)). but at the same time, you should know that it just takes a lil to make me happy. :D dont buy me stuff. just food. :)). i have my mom for that. joke. :|. and if i come seeking for attention, i just want a hug. :)]

4. my paranoia. [bsta.]

5. what to expect in bora. [ i havent been there.. its my first time. so. i duno what to expect. . . . sana may hot guys. :)). sana andun si seth cohen at si gerard way. sana andun SILA.]

6. mac and cheese. [actually bigla lang lumabas yan sa head ko. i dont even like mac and cheese.] LABO.

bye.

ill make kwento about kanina naman.

i woke up at like 7!!!! WHO WAKES UP THAT EARLY?!  i had a good cause thought. i got the card i made for mom upstairs and let my sisters sign it. we gave it to our mom at around 8. she was so happy. . . i think.

after that, i did nothing. i just ate, watched, ate, sat, bummed around. that's it.

then ng mga 1 na, we left for the ateneo thingy ni dad. when we got there, katya was already there. and then ate len and adri followed nlang. but there was something. . . rather. . . someone that caught my eye. YELLOW SHORTS. there was this bading guy na aliw. but he had a good singing voice. hahaha.

after the mass. we went to the field and i was just standing there when someone called my name. it was SOPHIE. hahaha. i hugged her. tagal ko na di nakita eh. tapos i introduced her to the rest. we went around, bummed around, ate and did stuff. we bought a kite tapos di namin napafly. yung bading di rin nya napafly yung kite. tapos we went to the HS and got ourselves wet sa sprinklers. aliw kaya!

tapos when i got to the field, dad sprayed the spraybubbles on me tapos i got SUPER sticky. KADIRI! tapos i sprayed it on soph and him. and then i sprayed it on adri, who sprayed it on me.. tapos nung wala kami talgang mgawa, we went up the slide. ANG SYA KYA! hahaha.

so i took a bath. *bow*

Currently Playing Get Behind Me Satan By The White Stripes, The White Stripes see related

ok. i'll start with yesterday. WHAT DID I DO YESTERDAY?!

oh yeah.

i woke up [one of the best sleepFUL nights of my life.] and then everyone was outside talking and stuff. I really didnt care. hahaha.

sabi ko sa dad ko. DAD, market market tayo! tapos sabi nya ok. tapos sabi ko ok. tapos kumain kami.

after eating. we went to my sisters' dance class. 8 nga lang sila eh. after we made hatid, we went to CAFE YSABEL where i ordered this almost-foot-tall high shake and this really cool crepe. NAUBOS KO. heehee.

that was heavy kaya!

after that, i went to watch the dance class. i dont like their dance. PERIOD. pero it was kinda okay for a kiddie dance. kaso kawawa ung mga older kids, they were held back kasi younger kids kasama nila. TSK.

we went home.

we left for pier one sa may metrowalk. i ate CRISPY PATA. YES. hahahah! ang sarap eh. i had rootbeerfloat pa. and wine. tapos ther was this ad nung ERG drink. gusto ko itry.  i want vodka. wala lang.

gia daa and lia followed after a few moments. we played spin the fone. it was soo uhm. FUN. hahaha. then we went outside and made kwentuhan with sila ate kakay and kuya ton. then we went home.

and then i made a card for mom. im so nice.

SITTIN WAITIN WISHIN. [new favrit phrase. hahaha. and song. ;)]>

yesterday. was the ABSOLUTE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. hahahaha!! ill make kwento. but i wont go into detail. only God and my trumpets kada know and probably si jiggy kung bakit masaya ako kahapon. hahaha. SAYA EH! I LOVE MY KADA TALGA!  *hug for kada* we're family now.

i woke up at 11 and i was like. OHNO. trumpets na. [but it starts at 2 and i can get there in like 15 mins] so i got out of bed and took a bath and ate and got dresses. I played the piano a bit for the sake of doing something. hahaha.

When i got there. Celina was there with gabe and ralph and she, like me, had a present for kaita. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITS! hahaha. when we went to the escalator thingy andun si kaita so we greeted her and hugged her and ate rayzel was there too. =p. we hung out a bit and then we saw mikan and sam. we hung out again and then later on we proceeded. [PROCEEDED EH] to the classroom and started dancing. we broke into groups. IM 2b. hahaha! wala lang.  partner ko si ate rayzel dun sa bukaka thingy. it was SOOO FUN! tawa kami ng tawa. tapos ung trumpets kada got into a circle and did the dance. ang saya! hahaha. ang kulet namin.

ofcourse, in the middle of class. we had some picture moments. hahaha. after class, we went out to change and ate rayzel told me something [nyaha] tapos inaasar nanaman namin si mikan [lagi naman eh] tapos un.

after we changed, [kawawa nga yung guys intay ng intay eh. hahaha] we went to KFC. tapos after a lot of arguing, we agreed on the bucket meal. yehey.  ang saya eh. di ko naubos chicken ko. ANG DAMI!!! so we had picture moments nanaman and then we went upstairs for the riot.

IT WAS EMPTY. but who cares?! andun naman kaming class eh. bute nlang andun si jiggy. may kakulitan ako. we were trying to make our own riot! hahaha. tapos biglang nagtxt si jules so i went out and met jules. he was real nice naman. hahaha. tapos we went in and i stayed with jiggy tas may witch na nagkwento about killing. KAKATAKOT SIYA! grabe!! hahaha!! sabi nya sasapatusin nya kami. e kami ni jiggy tawa lang ng tawa eh. tapos luigi and julian sat beside us and mikan stayed at my other side na rin. gagu un. i told him to sit beside ehem kaso torpe! tapos biglang julian talked to me tapos usap lang kami ng usap tapos andun bigla ung brother ni luigi. cute grabe!! parang pillsbury doughboy! hahaha. luigi had to go so i stayed with julian and jiggy. WE ALL HATE SCOTT! from american idol. hahaha. after that nagpowerstation kami tapos we drank big chill. tawa ng tawa kami ni celina sa air hockey! hahaha. tapos we went to the progolf tapos andun na sila sab. kaktwa nga sila eh. they were trying to sit in kanina pa. hahaha! kami parng wala lang. tapos gulat ako si julian biglang nasa tabi ko na. so me julian and jiggy chatted again tapos may plan kami para makapasok. sabi namin sa guard.. actually ako nagsabi.. sabi ko na pahiram ng guardstick kaso wala siang guardstick. hahaha. tapos sumayaw si jiggy ng stripdance.

after that. i stayed with the berx for a while tapos i checked on my sundo wala pa so i went up to powerstation kela jiggy.   si julian nagddrms tapos tinabihan ko si jiggy sa car thingy. tapos kktwa. nagkasaya kami ni jiggy sa car! WOHOO! tapos mamaya kaming 3 asa car. WOHOO! tapos nag ocho ocho si julian sa gitna ng shang. hahaha. tapos we went down and ate muna. jiggy had no money so he went to his mom tapos after what seemed like an hour of talking with julian may pera na si jiggy tas kumain kmi. ang kulit nga nya eh. he was like. "di naman fun yung fun shots eh. di naman hot ung hot shots eh. spicy lang." tapos bading ung waiter. lalang. KFC kami. NANAMAN! i hardly touched my food. ang spicy nung hotshots eh. di ko maubos. grrr. sadly. we all had to go home. . Di pa detailed ang kwentong to.

thats it siguro. hahaha. im hut.  bye.